...to western Oregon in specific. I still talk to my ex, Ryan, who lives out there now. It's been three years since we broke up, but I find myself still fawning over him. Apparently he would date me again if he had the chance. At least, that's what he said anyway. And I'm inclined to agree with him. Really, the reason we broke up is because we didn't make enough time to see each other, and we're both sort of kicking ourselves for that now. I really have no reason to complain about my current situation, though; I have a boyfriend who loves me very much. I just wonder if it means something if two people who've been apart for three years still have feelings for each other. Well, it's not like I can do anything about it. I can't quite make the 3,000 mile trip--no money. I need a job.

Feel free to give your two cents' worth on my pathetic venting of the day.